30 came and went
31 slow and steady
Are you ready?
Intertwining on understanding and accepting.
When did I come to this conclusion?
This is it? Truly I say not!
Take me once but don’t swallow me hole!
Seemingly enough, there’s a fight left in me! That’ll roar! Louder than a lion and faster than a cheetah I will fight till the death to win your honor, the honor of truth!
Lord be my strength, in your mighty name I pray, Jesus! Amen! Heyyy man ☺️
“So are we going to pursue this or no?”
Beyond proud of myself for jumping the gun!!
And that’s the only outcome that matters 🫱🏼🫲🏽
May love always show up.
All your friendships and relationships came and went while singing the best of songs.
It was a moment in their life or a moment in yours.
Grateful part of me was able to open up about and share, still dreaded knowing. Was what I said or didn’t say the decision that’d have them stay or go?
It’s all for moments.
Moments of which I’ll cherish, forever.
I know what is forever, will provide the forever my heart longs for, the forever of being able to have both. Forever, enteral life with Jesus. That’s when you’ve really understood that love showed up.
Showed up, forever.
Thank you for the calmness.
My soul explodes with gratitude.
Steady way and be grounded in knowing you’re trying hard therefore a way is to be made. Eventually the timing will catch up but hey, still a way being made.
Don’t just let life pass you by.
When you create a moment, savor the goodness, take it all in and be jaw dropping excited about the journey you take.
We were made to love and grow.
Each day that I get to breathe and make do.
Accepted of myself, for myself. J, we’ve come a long way, I started to read through some of my earlier posts and man aren’t I always trying to figure it out. I’ve been so drained into the motion of the now and where I ought to be yet I forgot so little about the look how far you’ve come aspect of it all. Really truly knowing yourself and who you are in Jesus. The freeness of not always knowing but leaning into the faith and have the genuine joy that’s raved about but never fully understood until fully experienced. I’ve always been pretty intuitive about myself yet the older I seem to get the more I hone in and realize but believe me I’ll never stop understanding and learning and that’s the beautiful thing all in itself. Sure sometimes I say what I mean and think what I do perhaps not in the right moment but I hope it goes forth in peace.
Feeling reckless
Goals being met but my heart not content, does this life get easier or are we all just rushing towards death?
At a good place.
My inner self is happy, I feel the joy of the lord.
Outside is wild
Comfort within two spaces
Moving ahead w/ each step taken
Taking the long road for this journey
Content and satisfied
Reading into me more and less of you
Figuring and connecting
Striving and directing
In all aspects of my life I am bewildered, some things aline and flow whereas others just seem to plateau or have their days just like any soul
My life feels like it is-it’s own soul and I’m just here to see it through
At times the journey seems controlled but oh (pause) we can’t forget about the endless thoughts, there’s even a thought about it…
I rebuke the draining thoughts of the can’t and won’t happens, and release the will and soon enough and the genuine joy of contentment flows through like the window open on a nice winter night
I’ll see me through
Zewallflower 